Today it is cloudy and gray outside. That is kind of how I feel like my life has been for awhile. No one tells you of the emptiness you will have when you have lost a baby. No matter how far along you were that was your child that you never got to hold.
I have a wonderful woman in my life who is working with me to see what I am lacking. We no longer live in the Garden and eat the way God intended us to eat. Our body sometimes is trying to tell us that something is not working right. I believe that is what mine has been and is trying to do. We have discovered one area that will be very easy to work on and I pray that the Lord will continue to show us and heal my body of these minor deficiencies. The Lord has plans for His people,plans to prosper them and not harm them. He will see you through your times of need and if you listen He will call your name and pull you up out of that valley that you are in. It may be very slowly but He will bring you back to the mountain. I am ready to be back on the mountain, I sure hope the Lord is ready to put me there.