Those who plant in tears will harvest SHOUTS OF JOY. They weep as they plant their seed, but they sing as they return with the HARVEST.



Psalm 126:5-6

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Counting Down

Yeah!!!! I am so excited!!!!!! The Birth Kit has arrived. It is now official, there is no turning back we are going to have a baby soon and Mommy is really excited. I think I have been in a little bit of denial about this birth. I couldn't really grab onto it and picture having another baby in the house. I have been excited since the day I found out but also a little nervous with it happening so quickly after the miscarriage. I praised God and was so happy to know that he was blessing us with a Gift so quickly but I still was a little gun shy.
It has been a long year for all of us. Last September I found out I was pregnant and for some reason that baby was taken home to be with the Lord in early November. I had to rest in God and have Hope in Him, and nothing else to get through that sad time. Now almost a year later of finding out about the pregnancy in September I will be giving birth to a precious baby who will live with us here on earth. What a great God we serve. As I sit and write this I long to know and hold Baby Charlie. I know in my heart I will someday so for now I just rest in the Lord and am thankful for the baby I will be holding very soon. I sit here and cry and am not sure why, tears of Joy and sorrow mixed together. I do know one thing I am officially excited and can't wait to share with all of you the blessed day it will be once this baby arrives.

4 comments:

Lori... said...

yep, you are going to have this little one this month!!!!

I'm so excited for you! And Baby Charlie is dancing around the Lord in the heavens right at this very mintute, excited for Mommy to have is little brother/sister!

Blessings to you!

Heather said...

I am so glad you are getting excited about this birth. I have been excited since day 1 and cannot wait to meet this newest addition:)

Love you!

dlyn said...

Such a blessing for your family - praying that it goes very well!

Tanya said...

I am so excited for you and your family. God bless you and I am ready when you call. Love Tanya