Those who plant in tears will harvest SHOUTS OF JOY. They weep as they plant their seed, but they sing as they return with the HARVEST.



Psalm 126:5-6

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

16 weeks 1 Day

Yesterday I had my monthly doctor's appt. I wasn't really nervous because I think I have been feeling the baby move lately. Once the doctor came in and listened to the babies heartbeat I thought I would be relieved but the weird thing is I'm not. I just can't get past this mental block I have of believing that things are o.k. I want to get excited about being pregnant and this new life but i just can't and I don't know why I am allowing myself to stay here. I actually felt a little depressed after the appt. and don't know why. I am hoping that once I start feeling the baby move these feelings I am having will pass.I haven't even gotten the maternity clothes out yet I just am wearing all of my clothes that have elastic. Praying for the Lord to give me peace through this.

2 comments:

alisha a. said...

I'll be praying for you too. I'm so glad that everything is going well! Thanks for the comments! My friend is actually continuing the ministy :D

Love y'all!
Alisha

~SALLY~ said...

Wow! Has it really been 16 weeks already??? Time sure is flying by!

I didn't get out my maternity clothes right away either, thank goodness for elastic! :)

I am so thankful for you that everything is going well. Keep trusting Jesus! You are doing a great job!