Just wanted to post a little update to let you know how we are all doing. My mom flew in on Sunday so the girls are very excited to have Nana here. They really needed that. I have good days and bad days which is to be expected. Marc has been my rock and has taken care of any arrangement s that have needed to be made. He sits with me when I need to cry and gives me my space when I need to be alone. This is something I wish we didn't have to go through. I don't know how long the healing will take but I know we will make it the mountain top again. I really am trying to embrace God as we walk through this valley. Not sure if I am holding onto the Lord or if i am trying to do it by myself.
Also wanted to share with all of you that we had a baby boy on Friday evening. He had already gone to be with the Lord so I know he is in a better place. Not sure why we never got to hold him here on earth. Those are things like Daddy says, "We won't understand on this side of Heaven. He was perfect he had ten fingers and ten toes. I noticed his little ears and he looked so peaceful. We named him Elias Arthur Lee. Elias I Know we will meet you in Heaven someday.