Those who plant in tears will harvest SHOUTS OF JOY. They weep as they plant their seed, but they sing as they return with the HARVEST.



Psalm 126:5-6

Monday, October 26, 2009

Update

Just wanted to post a little update to let you know how we are all doing. My mom flew in on Sunday so the girls are very excited to have Nana here. They really needed that. I have good days and bad days which is to be expected. Marc has been my rock and has taken care of any arrangement s that have needed to be made. He sits with me when I need to cry and gives me my space when I need to be alone. This is something I wish we didn't have to go through. I don't know how long the healing will take but I know we will make it the mountain top again. I really am trying to embrace God as we walk through this valley. Not sure if I am holding onto the Lord or if i am trying to do it by myself.

Also wanted to share with all of you that we had a baby boy on Friday evening. He had already gone to be with the Lord so I know he is in a better place. Not sure why we never got to hold him here on earth. Those are things like Daddy says, "We won't understand on this side of Heaven. He was perfect he had ten fingers and ten toes. I noticed his little ears and he looked so peaceful. We named him Elias Arthur Lee. Elias I Know we will meet you in Heaven someday.

8 comments:

Tanya Ross said...

Beautiful name, I am so glad that you are just taking one day at a time. We are still praying for you and your family and you are deeply loved. From the Ross Family.

Blessedw5mom said...

I agree, a beautiful name! We have lost two babies, so I know there are really no words to offer, but please know you are being uplifted in many prayers.

drea said...

We share in the greif with you. That is what Africans say when they mourn a loss. They don't carry the greif alone, they share it together. I share your burden friend. I am praying for physical and spiritual healing. I too have a little girl in heaven can't wait to see her, it gives us so much to look forward too.
I pray for strength, and peace for you and your family.

l.ann said...

Praying for the whole family! Wish I could be there to help more!

Josiah and Abi Wissmann said...

Oh Susan, my heart goes out to you, and you're in my prayers much!
May the loving arms of Jesus continue to carry you each moment!! Love and hugs to you, sweet friend! We're praying!!!

Mary said...

I am praying for you my friend. I am so sorry for your loss. I love you.

Becky said...

I'm so sorry. So glad you'll be together with him for eternity.

Kim said...

I'm so sorry to hear your news! We have a little girl buried on the family plot too. Sarah died in utero at 8 months. It may be hard to understand now, but the grief sweetens with time. I miss my little girl, but look forward to meeting her someday.
Thank you for reminding me to be thankful for never-ending nausea.